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to look on her that loves him well, who 'lights and rings the gateway bell, and learns her gone and far from home; He saddens, all the magic light dies off at once from bower and hall, and all the place is dark, and all the chambers emptied of delight; So find I every pleasant spot in which we two were wont to meet, the field, the chamber, and the street, for all is dark where thou art not. Yet as that other, wandering there in those deserted walks, may find a flower beat with rain and wind which once she fostered up with care; So seems it in my deep regret, O my forsaken heart, with thee and this poor flower of poesy which little cared for fades not yet. But since it pleased a vanished eye, I go to plant it on his tomb, that if it can it there may bloom, or dying, there at least may die. sailest the placid ocean-plains with my lost Arthur's loved remains, spread thy full wings, and waft him o'er. So draw him home to those that mourn in vain; a favourable speed ruffle thu mirrored mast, and lead through prosperous floods his holy urn. All night no ruder air perplex thy sliding keel, till Phosphor, bright as our pure love, through early light shall glimmer on the dewey decks. Sphere all your lights around, above; Sleep, gentle heavens, before the prow; Sleep, gentle winds, as he sleeps now, my friend, the brother of my love; My Arthur, whom I shall not see till all my widowed race be run; Dear as the mother to the son, more than my brothers are to me. I hear the bell stuck in the night; I see the cabin window bright; I see the sailor at the wheel. Thou bring'st the sailor to his wife, and travelled men from foreign lands; And letters unto trembling hands; And, thy dark freight, a vanished life. So bring him; we have idle dreams; This look of quiet flatters thus our home-bred fancies. O, to us, the fools of habit, sweeter seems to rest beneath the clover sod, that takes the sunshine and the rains, or where the kneeling hamlet drains the chalice of the grapes of God; Than if with thee the roaring wells should gulf him fathom-deep in brine, and hands so often clasped in mine, should toss with tangel and with shells. calm as to suit a calmer grief, and only through the faded leaf the chestnut pattering to the ground; Calm and deep peace on this high wold, and on these dews that drench the furze, and all the silvery gossamers that twinkle into green and gold; Calm and still light on yon great plain that sweeps with all its autumn bowers, and crowded farms and lessening towers, to mingle with the bounding main; Calm and deep peace in this wide air, these leaves that redden to the fall, and in my heart, if calm at all, if any calm, a calm despair; Calm on the seas, and silver sleep, and waves that sway themselves in rest, and dead calm in that noble breast which heaves but with the heaving deep. (Alfred, Lord Tennyson) |